can't help but smile when I look at you!

Today is my cousin's 1st birthday! He's the cutest baby I've ever seen! Out of all of my sisters and cousins, he can only say kak da :') which is what all my younger relatives call me. Lol. So anyways, I just finished helping my aunt putting up the decorations around the garden, took a loooong time to do it. I might post up pictures of his party packs. It's cool :) for a one year old, this party is big! We had all of his cousins from both of his parents' side come over to my house. He woke up from his sleep and then we brought him down to blow his cake which he isn't able to do just yet :p And ate pizza. It was nice small celebration :) the actual party is tomorrow.

 

cute eh? ;)

lets make a change

Right now, I really wanna see Fana :( Miss her lah. So long never see her. It's so hard to contact her now, she's not active on fb, twitter OR her blog. or maybe she is but when I'm online she's not. Lol. She hardly picks up her phone. She's such a busy person :p But yeah, then she had to stop tuition with pn mahsuri cause she has a really tight schedule in school. NOW it's reeeally hard to get to her. Haha. after finals we HAVE to meet up. Lol. I just post this hoping she would read it ;) 
Speaking of finals, it's going bad. Just bad. that's all I can say. I don't think I'd wanna come to school after finals, just return the text books. okay maybe after I collect my math, accounts and add math papers. then I'm done with form 4. yabadaba-doooo! lol. another year to go. Today is my sister's graduation. wahh. wish I could be there. Haha. sebok only.. next year is my turn. I can wait another year I guess :)

Finals was yesterday, English was surprisingly the first paper to begin with. And I find it hard. I read through the wrong notes for literature. I read themes, but characters came out. I couldn't answer a question that was worth 15 marks :S I ran out of ideas and short of 40 words for the 350 words essay. I chose to write about Malaysian Food. I wrote everything I could think of but still wasn't enough. I am pretty sure I screwed English. 10 more subjects to go, but as asla says it to make it sound scarier.. Lol. 20 more papers to go. yikes. But I wanna get it done, no more tuitions for this year. Just a.. Break for 2 months :) Now I still have physics peka to finish.

So I just got back from Raju's at PJ, had a really late breakfast/early lunch. You should go try it. It's the best mamak store there is, the breads they make are so fluffy and soft. beats Mahbub. Then went driving around PJ's housing area. It's so peaceful there. But looks like the 60's-70's type of houses and shops like the ones you see in P.Ramlee movies if you watch any. My dad said it has not changed at all since he was a little kid. He grew up there. My younger sister and parents really like PJ more than Bangsar. In terms of neighborhood, PJ is much more friendlier but Bangsar has almost everything. Lol. 
So my cousin's and grandad just left for Shanghai last night cause my cousin, Nusra, has a dancing competition to win. Hehe. She and 5 others were chosen to go. Good luck, Nus!

get yourself togetherrr

I have to be real quick cause my internet keeps disconnecting every half an hour. So lately, I haven't been going to school for a few reasons. 2 only actually.

1. No studies. from january up till august got. now slowed down a lot. why waste time in school not learning anything, after school go back home and sleep for hours and before I know it, the day is over. But if I skip school, I can sleep in and have the energy to study in the evening.

2. I can understand more when I'm studying at home. More peace and quiet. In school I'll end up talking.

Next year I can't be like this anymore. since it's SPM year. Lots of important stuff to do in school. Must get serious, from now actually. I'm reconsidering chemistry. I still hate it, always will. But when I told my class teacher I wanna drop it she said she'll ask the teacher in charge first but she never got back to me. plus, many people say that's the only science sub I can't drop. GREAT. that ONE subject I don't like can't be dropped. of all subjects. Next year ask again lah. PMR is tomorrow, good luck form 3's :) huihh. I can't wait to finish high school. Everything is getting harder by the day. Finals in less than 3 weeks. enough about school life now. Life at home is great. nothing much to say about it but it's all gooood :)

physced!

I'm so excited for this coming December holidays! With the whole family. My grandad damn semangat this year taking the family travelling. But the thing I hate about travelling is the journey going there, in the plane and at the airports & not to mention jet lags. Lol. But I love seeing the buildings, trying different food, new people, shopping, sightseeing.. just the whole experience is so much fun! Can't wait :D But before that, I still have to get finals over and done with. It's in a month. I haven't been studying anything :S So today I stopped my 3rd Chemistry tuition, as in 3 different teachers not classes. Cause I was hoping to find at least one teacher that can make me interested in this subject but I just can't. I've finally decided to drop this subject, but I'm taking English Literature instead. I hope I'm allowed to do that. I just don't enjoy studying this. I salute those who can ace Chemistry. So what do I do now during Chemistry classes? Lol. 
I just got back from MV, spent some quality time with my mama. The plan was to get the car washed for an hour, we did that but we ended up shopping for 3 hours. Haha. Trials for the form 5's starts tomorrow. Good luck to all form 5's ;)

Mahsuri

Just now during BM tuition, Pn. Mahsuri was telling the class about this sajak titled 'Mahsuri'. Lol. It was such an interesting but sad story. About this lady who lived in Langkawi, supposedly beautiful, all of the guys wanted her even though she was married & has a son. She rejected this guy & he got pissed & sentenced her to death. Before she died she told the whole kampung that she cursed Langkawi to not get any prosperity for 7 generations and when she dies, her blood will be white in color. That proves that she is innocent. Everything she said was true. So I feel bad for her. But that story was according to the book we read in tuition. I read on wikipedia, and their perspective is different. Theirs is more interesting. If you wanna know, go here. http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahsuri


This is her.

patience is a virtue

I just got back from the imigration to get my passport renewed. omg the wait was soo long! yesterday my mum went there with my dad & younger sister & waited for 5 hours, then it turned out that it wasn't their passport that needed to be renewed. It was mine & my older sister's. So the guy at the counter told my mum she can come back tomorrow (which is today) with me & my sister directly to him & we don't have to wait, but my mum totally forgot.. so we waited for 5 hours. but this time we went back home to just rest for a couple of hours then we went back and we still had to wait for another 150 people. So we decided to just go to the mamak store downstairs while waiting.. so when we went there to the same counter, the guy was like 'ha! saya ingat puan tak akan dtg hari ni. kenapa tadi tak dtg sini terus, saya kan dah cakap puan tak payah tunggu lama lama.' but he was saying it nicely. my mum was like ' oh yea! saya terlupa la ' well that has passed already so. Haha. I'm so tired now, but I have tuition in 20 minutes. So a few days ago I managed to finally finish my accounts project with the huge help from my cousin, yay! :D Tomorrow is Lydia's sweet 16. I wonder what she likes for a present. I suck at present shopping, I never know what to buy. Holidays are almost over :( Anyways, i wanna go shower now.